The first mood swing started last thursday on the 30th,
lasted for 2 days.
Mostly due to my sense of guilt.
Was about to tear myself off and keep myself in isolation,
luckily child did not relent.

Since, I have strangely been in a good mood?
I haven't thought about suicide that much.
Was it because I've been kept busy?
I can only fear.

I've been breaking out,
feeling some cramps here and there,
that's how I know period is imminent.
I started spotting yesterday.
We'll see how it goes.